Shall I compare thee to a summers day.... you bet cha!
May, I Love you thus far. It has been sunny and warm for over a week and i'v been loving it! I hear its susposed to rain again, sometime this week, but I really dont care right now. Days like this, and the smell of the air on days like today, is one of the things in life I most adore. I hope I can carry a pocket full of sunshine with me even if it does choose to rain.
I have been so much happier this spring, than I could ever hope to have ever been last spring. Its like a cool salve has been applied to those wounds, and my spirit is flying high amongst all the places I had forgotten in my greaf and stress, and all the places I once thought I was never allowed to enter or even think upon. God has opened my heart and my eyes to so many places, and I am almost giddy with the freedom I feel benieth my wings.
Mind you everything is not perfect, in fact things are down right difficult, frustrating, and you name it. But the way I have learned over the past year to relate to all this turmoil has changed. How I see has been liberated, and sure I do still have days that are harder than others to handle, but I have so many less now, and I believe it is because I'v decided to just let God worry about the outcomes. I just do my best each day to improve myself and my situation, I may talk about it as its exciting and sometimes scarry to put yourself out there like that, but then I try to let it go and move on to the next task at hand.
Its liberating!! I hope I can continue to work hard through the many many many ups and downs I have, It would be easier if I had some money thats for sure, but I'll get there soon I hope.
Love you all far and near, you are all in my heart - Melissa
I have been so much happier this spring, than I could ever hope to have ever been last spring. Its like a cool salve has been applied to those wounds, and my spirit is flying high amongst all the places I had forgotten in my greaf and stress, and all the places I once thought I was never allowed to enter or even think upon. God has opened my heart and my eyes to so many places, and I am almost giddy with the freedom I feel benieth my wings.
Mind you everything is not perfect, in fact things are down right difficult, frustrating, and you name it. But the way I have learned over the past year to relate to all this turmoil has changed. How I see has been liberated, and sure I do still have days that are harder than others to handle, but I have so many less now, and I believe it is because I'v decided to just let God worry about the outcomes. I just do my best each day to improve myself and my situation, I may talk about it as its exciting and sometimes scarry to put yourself out there like that, but then I try to let it go and move on to the next task at hand.
Its liberating!! I hope I can continue to work hard through the many many many ups and downs I have, It would be easier if I had some money thats for sure, but I'll get there soon I hope.
Love you all far and near, you are all in my heart - Melissa