The end of the week
At work, we have the word of the day, and whoever guesses what the word means, gets to think up the next word. hmm...okay...Well I got the word today.So occasionally I will write the word of the day in my journal.
WORD OF THE DAY: PHLEGMATIC ~ DEFINITION: UNEMOTIONAL; NO SUGGESTION
SENTENCE: He presented a phlegmatic stature about himself.
Well, I finally made it through my first week of work. It went rather well. At the same time, it was kinda wierd. My boss and I have a close relationship, I mean that we have established trust between eachother. He took me over to a gas station where all the employees fill their vehicles. He wanted me to meet the ladies there, because I will be working with them on fuel cards. As we were walking out, I saw Mario filling up his truck, and I just kept walking. I had been slightly interested in him until he started playing phone games with me. So, thats pretty much why I have brushed him off. Anyway, so my boss and I went back to the office, and he was teaching me a lot of data, and stupid me, I was letting my emotions from seeing Mario get in way. I started to say something about me seeing someone, and that it kinda bothered me. My boss started asking questions and I didnt know what to say, so I didn't explain. So I created a wierd moment and then dwelled on it. I didn't want him to think I was hiding anything, (he's big on not keeping things) so I told him that I had seen someone that I was irritated with, and I told him why, and then I kept going and started talking about Arist, and how one day we'll be together but for now, I'm allowed to see other people. And then told him a little more about Arist...(not about what Arist did exactly) but that he was setup and at the same time was to blame for his actions. My boss was okay with it...I mean who knows what was going through his head. But anyway, I feel so wierd about bringing those things out into the open with him. I just don't think I should have talked about this stuff during the first week. On top of that, I walked out of work with a feeling of un-accomplishment of the day. Damit, I just wish I didn't have that conversation. It's not the worst thing in the world because my boss is pretty open and understanding with me. But I just wish this conversation could have taken place later...when he knew me better.
On the bright side, this guy brought freshly picked flowers to my office. It was so sweet. It really brightened my day. I had my music going today playing Juanes, Los Lonely Boys and Third Eye Blind. It was nice. I do hope my weekend is nice. I've been looking forward to it because my whole week was so tiring. I do wish I could have started my weekend off with a sense of accomplishment. Oh well, can't go back in time.
WORD OF THE DAY: PHLEGMATIC ~ DEFINITION: UNEMOTIONAL; NO SUGGESTION
SENTENCE: He presented a phlegmatic stature about himself.
Well, I finally made it through my first week of work. It went rather well. At the same time, it was kinda wierd. My boss and I have a close relationship, I mean that we have established trust between eachother. He took me over to a gas station where all the employees fill their vehicles. He wanted me to meet the ladies there, because I will be working with them on fuel cards. As we were walking out, I saw Mario filling up his truck, and I just kept walking. I had been slightly interested in him until he started playing phone games with me. So, thats pretty much why I have brushed him off. Anyway, so my boss and I went back to the office, and he was teaching me a lot of data, and stupid me, I was letting my emotions from seeing Mario get in way. I started to say something about me seeing someone, and that it kinda bothered me. My boss started asking questions and I didnt know what to say, so I didn't explain. So I created a wierd moment and then dwelled on it. I didn't want him to think I was hiding anything, (he's big on not keeping things) so I told him that I had seen someone that I was irritated with, and I told him why, and then I kept going and started talking about Arist, and how one day we'll be together but for now, I'm allowed to see other people. And then told him a little more about Arist...(not about what Arist did exactly) but that he was setup and at the same time was to blame for his actions. My boss was okay with it...I mean who knows what was going through his head. But anyway, I feel so wierd about bringing those things out into the open with him. I just don't think I should have talked about this stuff during the first week. On top of that, I walked out of work with a feeling of un-accomplishment of the day. Damit, I just wish I didn't have that conversation. It's not the worst thing in the world because my boss is pretty open and understanding with me. But I just wish this conversation could have taken place later...when he knew me better.
On the bright side, this guy brought freshly picked flowers to my office. It was so sweet. It really brightened my day. I had my music going today playing Juanes, Los Lonely Boys and Third Eye Blind. It was nice. I do hope my weekend is nice. I've been looking forward to it because my whole week was so tiring. I do wish I could have started my weekend off with a sense of accomplishment. Oh well, can't go back in time.