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Oh man...lots to say. Haven't been keeping my journal up to date. Lets start from the beginning.
Halloween...Did do anything that was planned. Always the best way to go. We (nanna800, ron, tim and I) ended up meeting my sister at Tiki Bob's. Usually don't like the place but I actually had fun that night. Met allot of interesting people (could have just been there costumes)and got my cap twisted back (really fucked up). Nanna800 ended up meeting a guy that night who had surprisingly kept her attention. From what i've told hes nice, good looking and more importantly has excellent conversational skills. Unfortunately I didn't meet anyone. Kind of hard when you your self cant understand what your saying. That night had been straight comedy. Ron had burned a hole in tim's favorite flees and had beat him up with a flash light (birth day beat down). At the end of the club I had hot dog with cream cheese. Call me craze but it was the shit. I don't know if it was the alcohol or hunger...but either way it was off the hook. The rest of the night was a blur.
Friday I had called in sick because my wisdom teeth had been killing me. That what I get for postponing it since january. Ron had picked me up from work since we all had stayed at nannas the night befor. Ron, andrea, bong and I had spent the whole day looking for a present for tim. Quite the hard person to shop for. We had wanted it to be something special since this was going to be his last birthday as a civilian. By the way tim will be joining the army in january. Couldn't find anything so we had decided to get some think to eat at the old spaghetti factory. Warning to you all NEVER get the Brown butter cheese sauce with spaghetti, fatal mistake on my part. By the time we had got done eating it was already 5:30 and we needed to pick up tim. Since we couldn't find anything meaningful we just took tim to the alderwood mall bought him some new clothes. Took tim to nannas to get ready so he could see the decorations she had put up. Props to nanna. I know she feels like tim didn't appreciate what she had done for him but he had told me that this was the best birthday he had had. You know we love ya. We ended up at the Rock Salt in seattle because tim and I had been there the friday befor and he had liked the vibe. We pretty much took over the club. Nanna really didn't enjoy herself because of some of the people there. I don't blame her. Seemed to much like high school were everyone was just trying to look cool and not have fun. Im mean whats the point of going out if you only going to sit there and not drink, dance or mingle with other people. Well on a lighter note. I had meet two girls that night...thanks to Ron. I don't know if you guys know this yet but im extremely shy. Especially when it come to women. I had been at the bar getting ready to order a drink for tim (goal for the night-get tim piss drunk so he throws up...outcome-failed) when Ron comes along and introduces me to these two girls. We had been eyeing each other the whole night, but me being the puss ass that i am never made a move. So we start talking then boom...the shyness kicks in. I turn my back and proceed to order a drink. She taps me on the shoulder and what do I do.....I run. Said good bye and left. What the fuck is wrong with me? Did alittle bit of dancing and a whole bunch of drinkin (I swear im not an launched). The night had ended well every one left happy and I got another VIP pass.
This is getting to be too long.
Saturday - Nothing really...felt like sunday so it was pretty chill.
Sunday - Cant remember
Monday - Ahhh. Definitely something here. A couple of weeks ago nanna had wanted to meet my agent and I told her that I would set up a meeting. (She had thought that I was just BS'ing her but when i say im gonna do something im gonna do it.) So I call him on monday to let him know that I had a very beautiful friend that I had wanted him to meet. So everything on that end was set up. Now the had part Nanna. How was I going to convince her to go???? I had called her and asked to see if she could get a baby sitter for Kianna. Tim, Luke, and Angela ended up taking care of this issue. To my surprise after I had told her why she was ok with it. I could tell that she was nervous...So on the way down there I fuel that nervouse energy by telling her that she was going to be interviewing with 23 of his current models, the executive producer, investors, and the make up and hair artist. I had also told her that they were going to require her to wash of her make up off(dont get me wrong she looks stunning whether she has make up on or not) so that they could some Polaroids of her. But the time we go there I though that she was going to pass out or have a major anxiety attack. So I told her that we were only going to be meeting my agent. You should have seen the relief on her face...she must have added to 5 more years to her life. We went to to the purple dot cafe. I love this place. After going through the what do you do and why do you want to do this spiel, he pauses and looks at her and says "Your extremely attractive I would really like you to be in this calendar". (if you guys are thinking that he's just trying to get into her pants...don't. He's more likely to be wearing overalls in a gay club kissing another guy while singing YMCA. In short he's gay)The night went on with them talking about the calender and how it was going to be launced. Nanna and I had talked the whole ride home. She didn't really grasp what had just happend. For the people that know nanna they know what im talking about. For those who don't this is whats up. She is an extreamly intelligent, attractive, honest (sometimes brutally honest)and caring person who has alot to offer the world but sees herself in a negative light. She believes that she is the complete opposite of what I had just said. She doesn't realize that by him asking her to be in this calender everything I have been trying to tell her had be validated by an outside source. Without him saying the words he had told her that she is a desirable and interesting individual. I mean who wants to see ricky lake on a calender...come on...stop trying to confidence yourself your less then you really are. I think I was more excited then she had been. Well I every one gets to there cross roads at some point in there life and i think this is hers. Not necessarily her becoming this super model but more on the lines of self discovery. This is an opportunity for her to really understand what shes capable of and boost her confidence level...if she allows it to happen.
Well as for me I did a test photo shoot with James and should be shooting buy the end of this month. Im not sure how I feel about doing this since I've been out of the industry for 2 years and plus the fact that he had said that I was chubby. Great what to boost my confidence. Well its going to be a month of just hitting the gym. Well hope you guys have a good day. Im gonna have to put a pic up.
Halloween...Did do anything that was planned. Always the best way to go. We (nanna800, ron, tim and I) ended up meeting my sister at Tiki Bob's. Usually don't like the place but I actually had fun that night. Met allot of interesting people (could have just been there costumes)and got my cap twisted back (really fucked up). Nanna800 ended up meeting a guy that night who had surprisingly kept her attention. From what i've told hes nice, good looking and more importantly has excellent conversational skills. Unfortunately I didn't meet anyone. Kind of hard when you your self cant understand what your saying. That night had been straight comedy. Ron had burned a hole in tim's favorite flees and had beat him up with a flash light (birth day beat down). At the end of the club I had hot dog with cream cheese. Call me craze but it was the shit. I don't know if it was the alcohol or hunger...but either way it was off the hook. The rest of the night was a blur.
Friday I had called in sick because my wisdom teeth had been killing me. That what I get for postponing it since january. Ron had picked me up from work since we all had stayed at nannas the night befor. Ron, andrea, bong and I had spent the whole day looking for a present for tim. Quite the hard person to shop for. We had wanted it to be something special since this was going to be his last birthday as a civilian. By the way tim will be joining the army in january. Couldn't find anything so we had decided to get some think to eat at the old spaghetti factory. Warning to you all NEVER get the Brown butter cheese sauce with spaghetti, fatal mistake on my part. By the time we had got done eating it was already 5:30 and we needed to pick up tim. Since we couldn't find anything meaningful we just took tim to the alderwood mall bought him some new clothes. Took tim to nannas to get ready so he could see the decorations she had put up. Props to nanna. I know she feels like tim didn't appreciate what she had done for him but he had told me that this was the best birthday he had had. You know we love ya. We ended up at the Rock Salt in seattle because tim and I had been there the friday befor and he had liked the vibe. We pretty much took over the club. Nanna really didn't enjoy herself because of some of the people there. I don't blame her. Seemed to much like high school were everyone was just trying to look cool and not have fun. Im mean whats the point of going out if you only going to sit there and not drink, dance or mingle with other people. Well on a lighter note. I had meet two girls that night...thanks to Ron. I don't know if you guys know this yet but im extremely shy. Especially when it come to women. I had been at the bar getting ready to order a drink for tim (goal for the night-get tim piss drunk so he throws up...outcome-failed) when Ron comes along and introduces me to these two girls. We had been eyeing each other the whole night, but me being the puss ass that i am never made a move. So we start talking then boom...the shyness kicks in. I turn my back and proceed to order a drink. She taps me on the shoulder and what do I do.....I run. Said good bye and left. What the fuck is wrong with me? Did alittle bit of dancing and a whole bunch of drinkin (I swear im not an launched). The night had ended well every one left happy and I got another VIP pass.
This is getting to be too long.
Saturday - Nothing really...felt like sunday so it was pretty chill.
Sunday - Cant remember
Monday - Ahhh. Definitely something here. A couple of weeks ago nanna had wanted to meet my agent and I told her that I would set up a meeting. (She had thought that I was just BS'ing her but when i say im gonna do something im gonna do it.) So I call him on monday to let him know that I had a very beautiful friend that I had wanted him to meet. So everything on that end was set up. Now the had part Nanna. How was I going to convince her to go???? I had called her and asked to see if she could get a baby sitter for Kianna. Tim, Luke, and Angela ended up taking care of this issue. To my surprise after I had told her why she was ok with it. I could tell that she was nervous...So on the way down there I fuel that nervouse energy by telling her that she was going to be interviewing with 23 of his current models, the executive producer, investors, and the make up and hair artist. I had also told her that they were going to require her to wash of her make up off(dont get me wrong she looks stunning whether she has make up on or not) so that they could some Polaroids of her. But the time we go there I though that she was going to pass out or have a major anxiety attack. So I told her that we were only going to be meeting my agent. You should have seen the relief on her face...she must have added to 5 more years to her life. We went to to the purple dot cafe. I love this place. After going through the what do you do and why do you want to do this spiel, he pauses and looks at her and says "Your extremely attractive I would really like you to be in this calendar". (if you guys are thinking that he's just trying to get into her pants...don't. He's more likely to be wearing overalls in a gay club kissing another guy while singing YMCA. In short he's gay)The night went on with them talking about the calender and how it was going to be launced. Nanna and I had talked the whole ride home. She didn't really grasp what had just happend. For the people that know nanna they know what im talking about. For those who don't this is whats up. She is an extreamly intelligent, attractive, honest (sometimes brutally honest)and caring person who has alot to offer the world but sees herself in a negative light. She believes that she is the complete opposite of what I had just said. She doesn't realize that by him asking her to be in this calender everything I have been trying to tell her had be validated by an outside source. Without him saying the words he had told her that she is a desirable and interesting individual. I mean who wants to see ricky lake on a calender...come on...stop trying to confidence yourself your less then you really are. I think I was more excited then she had been. Well I every one gets to there cross roads at some point in there life and i think this is hers. Not necessarily her becoming this super model but more on the lines of self discovery. This is an opportunity for her to really understand what shes capable of and boost her confidence level...if she allows it to happen.
Well as for me I did a test photo shoot with James and should be shooting buy the end of this month. Im not sure how I feel about doing this since I've been out of the industry for 2 years and plus the fact that he had said that I was chubby. Great what to boost my confidence. Well its going to be a month of just hitting the gym. Well hope you guys have a good day. Im gonna have to put a pic up.