going to give this another chance
i've not been feeling like my usual self as of late. it's really getting at me. i think most stems from the job i'm working, where honestly, i would rather be doing anything else. i told that to my mom last night and her reply was that i can't quit until i find something else. the real irony here is that i work so much i hardly have time to look for anything else. on top of that, when i don't work i want to do nothing. and i have excelled in doing so. i sit at home, not even outside, and read. i'm in a definite funk and i need to get out of it. i hate writing and talking about being unhappy (because i'm not truly unhappy, everything other than my job is decent) i'm just not up to my usual bone standards.