i guess i wanna update?

[partyhardfriend]

wow havent done this in a while. i should start updating more often. so anywayys let see whats goin on, well all last week i was outta school kuz my doctor thinks i have mono but hes taking his sweet old time to call back. last night i partyed like hell and went to bed at like 7am. and let me tell you i feel like SHIT today. ickkkkk. im finally over that faggetass matt. and im so happy. he will never change. and hes a fagget seriously hes not funny hes just mad lame and selfish and asshole and on and on. w/e. so yeah. love life=0%. but who cares. ive been hanging out with my cousin wayy more latley &i fucking love it. love it. im so glad i picked him for a sponser if i didnt i wouldnt see him as much and we wouldnt be as close as we are now. so FUCK my parents for trying to get my to change my mind about him. im bored as shit with life though. i feel like i got zero friends even though i know i do, its just ive been sick and all that shit. so i postponed my party kuz of this sickshit and i wanna have it when im better. idk when. im tryin to quit duffing i havent for a week and a day. :):). but its break soo idk. i needa job and hopefulllly i might be able to get a car by the end of the summer. im on a diet and ive lost 8 pounds so far frigg yush. school sucks ass latley but when does it not. im kinda pissed off at this fucking kid who calls me like every fucking weekend and begsss to hang out with me&my friend..whoevers with me. this weekend he didnt call so i called him and i was like yooo you begggged me to hang out this friday and then u didnt even fucking call me? what the eff? and he was like well your sick ..how tf did u know that u dont even go to my school. so i find out he was hanging out with ***** all night. figures. she was one of the friends i met. hes a manwhore and it disgusts me he uses me to hook up with my friends and could care less what im doing or wtf/e. i didnt like the kid like like him like him but hello i thought he was my friend. so fuck him. my cousins not givin you his old Gbong ne more that shits goin to me assface. &&im kinda sick of this girl i mean i love her to death but i cant hang out with her with a god damn guy around bc shes so fucking easy. she lets anyone get in her pants. she says she feels bad if she says no or "they would get mad" stfu. have some self respect. god. seriously. wtf is up with that shit. stop being that way. and you dont know how it feels to have your ma think im a stoner. you really dont all you have to say is "shes stupid idk". its more of a deal to me i guess.

IM FUCKING BORED.
here's a spoon,
eat my ass.