im really emo right now so fuck you

Dec 15, 2005 03:05

blah. life blows.

first off
i hate seeing my gparents depressed
its fucked up. it makes me so uncomfortable
like..ever seen your gparents cry?
yeah it doesnt happen too often
but it seems like everytime im with my noni latley
shes fucking crying. and idk whut to say so i
act like i dont see her or like..its weird.
like its making me go insane
i was in church with them on sunday
and we sat down after getting communion
and she started crying
and then the music was playing
and i felt like my head was spinning
and i was gunna pass out and felt
dreamy/movieish in my head.
its horrible. it makes me just feel fucked up.
grr. idk.
ne way yeahh..my dads been mr.megadick latley too
like WOW THIS IS THE FIRST YR AT JD THAT IM GETTING REALLY GOOD GRADES
and now i suck bc i "dont do shit around the house"
yah know what? fuck you i shouldent have to
i deserve not to have to clean the fucking house
and of course we cant do ne special things with r family
kuz fraser doesnt deserve it bc he just got fucking suspended
for the 3rd time in a row this yr yeahh goo fras!! GOD.
and then amy. yeah fuck her w/e. she makes no FUCKING effort
in our friendship. so fuck it. I DONT CARE ANYMORE.
nichole yeah well im sick of her a)lying b)copying me c)complaining
yeah im complaining abt everyone okay?
ne ways.........
i miss hannah. i feel like a fuckin loser
like honestly. i'd rather just hang out with my mom latley
fuck the drama. and my grade sucks in english and its bothering me
kuz i went through all of first semester without being grounded
and that dumb twofaced rushford bitch is gunna fuck me over
i fuckin hate her.
i wish i could just like stay home.
idk this is getting gay.
i miss doug like a motherfucker.
and i cant wait till new yrs so i can get trashed
thats all i feel like doing
fuck duffing ne more its not that cool ne more
i needa job im a bum
and uh..oh yeah
like..i have no friends really from the bkcb ne more
sep andrew and mike
like
nvm
bye
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