Sep 18, 2005 18:48
hey hotties. im bored and havent updated in a while. soo here goes..my life has been pretty good. since i came back from rochester in august my life got like 5654789 better. i hang out with my friends wayyy more now..and i luhh them:) school reallly blows though. i forgot how much harder it was then summer school. im trying to keep up...even though me nichole and amy kinda missed friday..but it was worth it and i love you girls. thursday night i went to the bon fire..that was fun but sooo short. and then friday i skipped school with amy nichole n ed and just smoked in the cave all day..it was fun as shit. then we go picked up by amys mom and then amy had her party. amys party was so fun..i had a really good time:):):):) i wanna have a party in october and my mom will prolly let me:) anyways as of the love life..im not incredibly into someone i have my eye on someone but im not gunna try we'll just see how things work out. loves not a big deal in my life right now. i kinda just wanna ..hang with friends and crap idk lol. my rents are in cali till october:) partyy. idk. i love life:)..my aunt is sposed to have a few days left to live i guess..idk im kinda hoping she'll die soon..we've been waitin since april so i cant even cry ne more abt it i dont want her to suffer anymore i just want her to get outta here and to a better place. that doesnt even depress me any more..i think ill smile when she finally passes just because i know shes in a better place and finally not suffering from the FUCKING CANCER EATING HER ALIVE. god i hate cancer it fucks with 99.9% of my families lives. i'd be extremley surprised if i dont have it wen i get older. its almost a given. but w/e. i love life. and my friends..and uh..commenT:)