it's so hard...
i've tried to hold my emotions in as much as i can latley and it's all building up it feels like im going to burst. there's so much going on and no one to talk to who really cares abt my problems. theyre either just really bored or waiting to compare how fucking horrible and much worse their life is compared to mine. im not down for that. i dont compare lifes its not a competition of whos is worse its to be there for eachother you closeminded assholes. everyone sucks im sick of people saying shit about me and then 50000000 people questioning me abt all this shit that isnt true its just like you know what? MIND YOUR OWN GOD DAMN BUISNESS AND FUCK OFF! jesusfuckingchrist. i hate how ppl have to get the dirt on others to make drama..it's their little pathetic way of living and they think it makes the world go round. you guys are so pathetic. why cant people just be happy and satisfied in their own lives without having to go snooping around in other peoples? im so sick of it. i feel like...just everything and anything bothers me latley. partially my medicine. partially everyone dropping dead and shit in my family. the thing that kills me the most is i really dont have a friend to tlk to abt this shit that really cares. like yeah i have friends. but their occupied with their bfs and other friends and what not. yeah, im selfish.