Nov 11, 2009 21:47
some many things i've realized in like an entire day...
but one thing comes down to it i've realized the person i may have been looking for was standing in front of me all along..how silly i may be.cuz i realized that i like him and i have quite awhile but just been caught up in silly litte what if romances that i didn't see the real thing staring at me in the god damn face. but i know now why i hesisteed..cuz i was scared of lettin that one person go into my life
scared of giving my heart away
scared of the outcome "the happily ever after"-because i know there was never such a thing...
im just so scared of what will happen
scared of hurting someone
scared of getting hurt
how do i know the past won't repeat it self?
how do i know im not just destined for the fairy-tale romance that could've been?
how do i know ?
how do i?
but one thing i do know is when i was dancing with him i felt something, i felt comforted and i realize probadly the same kind of thing i felt possibly with clive before. and i don't want it to go away. i want to run after it but at the same time i want to run away, im hesistating.cuz im not sure this is the right thing i need...or want.
i feel like the "me and you song by cassie"
You've been waiting, yeah i think im gonna answer ur call.yeah i shouldn't have let u waited at all".