Jan 30, 2017 16:28
So, I found out some new information. Paul snapchated a picture of him with a girl, and that was the day they had gotten together. He posts pictures of them, or just of her on his instagram with hearts. They look so much in love. I looked at his instagram and she started liking pictures around the time he and I last hung out. So I guess that's the reason why he stopped talking to me; He met her and liked her more. Which means that when he canceled on our dates, the reasons he gave me were lies. Maybe some were truth? I don't know but I also don't want to be nieve. What's worse is that she's really pretty. I'm surprised he can get a girl that pretty, no offence to him. She just seems more like the high maintenance type, but looks can be deceiving. It was definitelly gut wrenching though, knowing that I didn't make the cut in a sense. But oh well, using it to fuel my modivation to workout. :) And now I know he isn't this great guy I thought he was. I didn't want to hold in my feelings, so I cried that night. I wanted to let it out so I could just get over the disapointment feeling. I think that I finally am. I hope at least.
So my friend Jeff Hiddleson hit me up on Friday night to hang out. I had just gotten out of my crossfit class and he was just leaving the gym also. There wasn't anything really going on so he ended up coming over about 9:30 for about two hours. We were going to watch a movie, but ended up just watching the news and talking the whole time. But as soon as he got there and got comfortable he's all "So, I left for china for a few weeks. When I leave, you're dating Paul. Then when I get back, Paul has a g/f but it isn't you. What HAPPENED?" lol I told him pretty much he blew me off to date that other girl. Jeff thought it was pretty messed up but then that was it. We didn't talk about it anymore. I don't waste my time with the past plus Jeff is a guy, he doesn't talk about that stuff anyway. But I'm glad he agreed with me that the situation was pretty shitty.
I met up with a friend of mine from work yesterday to run Mile Square Park. We ran 8 miles, and it felt great! Well, we didn't run the whole thing but we jogged as much as we could. We met up at 8:30am and by 9am it was already getting hot. We were do dehydrated when we got to my car after doing the first 4 miles. I had brought a bottle of water so we both drank from it and I took it with me to do the other 4 miles. After we completed our run, I stopped at the Bella Terra on my way home to Nekter for a healthy organic green juice. YUMMY!!!
Tonight I have crossfit to go to. I'm hoping I make the 6:00 class again. We shall see. I've lost 5 lbs so far which is awesome. And it's not like water weight either since I've already lost that before I started. This is the last week so I really want to make it count. I"m not going as often as I wanted to since I'm extremely sore after each class but I've been running a lot on my own. Even last Wed I ran an extra mile after my class because I just had so much energy.
Okay, time to get ready to change into my workout clothes. Hopefully I can leave at 4:45 so that I can get there in time. Wish me luck!!