how much things can change in one night...
well...to start off...my night was awesome...i had so much fun...hung out with jess and poje for a while then we all went to ashley's about 6 to go to dinner at Eatsa pizza with everyone (me, poje, jess, ash, sara, and katie marshal)...that was hilarious bc jess put poje's have in a shit load of pig tails...and he looked like a freak..more than usual...everyone there was staring at him..lol...and this red headed guy, when he asked him to make a certain pizza, he said no...and he kept on saying really load that it was discrimination...it was funny...when we sat down veryone kept looking over...but yea...that was funny as hell...when we got back to her house we all were inside dancing...john showed up...we gave lap dances...it was great..we were on and off inside and outside on the trampoline...about 10 or so Paul and Tj got there...they are hilarious...then about 11:30 or so the 4 of us went to albertsons to get more lighter fluid for the bon fire...right before we left TJ decided to get in one of thos elderly motor shopping carts...he was having way too much fun with it....he ended up running into one of the chip displays...he knocked down a good amount...but he was disappointed b/c he wanted to knock them all down..lol...but the biggest thing of the evening is that Bender came by around 1 or so...we were all in the pool house watching Van wilder...and i pulled up a pillow and a blanket and told him to lay down...we were laying there and he put his arms around me (i dont think i mentioned that he has been flirting with me the last 2 weeks or so)...in the past, he knew i loved just small kisses like on my forehead or on my nose, yea..he obviously remembered...b/c he kissed my forehead no long after...and another thing i like is having my face touched gently with his hand...and having my hair sweeped away from my face...and he did that and just stared at me...it was really nice....yea...we ended up making out..it was great...we all left around 3 am or so...he walked me to my car and said he would call me today so we can hang out...i just looked at him and said "ive heard that line before"...and he said he has changed...that when i was with him before that i got him at the wrong time...that he had just gotten out of a yr and a half relationship w a girl who cheated on him with his best friend..he said it would be a lot different...that i would get to know the "other side" of him...which i have to admit he has changed a lot in the last few months...he has been a lot better of a friend to me...and i asked him what "we were"....we are dating...but he doesnt wanna go real fast...so we are not in a relationship...which is cool for me...i hugged him and said "good..b/c i missed you"..not expecting him to say anything...and he said "i realy missed you too"...so yea..this was my great nite...i'm so happy now