more to last post
yea...i wanted to add more thoughts on my last post....well...i feel like a part of andrew's family..more like they made me feel like part of it... they asked questions about everything and where genuanaly interested...i have never had a big family enviroment for the holidays here...just me and mom...well...and dad when i was on good terms with the bastard...but yea...other than that i would go to Chicago for x-mas..but they never really accepted me with open arms...i am the "black sheep" in the family...i drink, i do the occasional drug, i have sex...while my cousins who are younger love sports and are good students...i just dont fit in...i mostly just lie in bed there and listen to the music they all hate... but with andrew and his family i kept talking...they were interested in me...i was interested in them...it was so nice to be in that kind of place...i never really have been before...so yea...thats my final thought..