helping everyone else
i dont mind helping everyone with their problems...i am always here to talk...bu it seems that that is all i do...i have a few friends that always come to me with their problems and i try to help them out or calm them down...hell, my mother even talks to me about hers...but sometimes i feel like i have no one to turn to...it seems like i help everyone else yet i have no one to help me...most of the time if i have a problem the person i would turn to has a problem also and i find myself helping them and putting my problems aside...and altogether its killing me...b/c i just push all my shit aside and bottle it up and i just end up bursting at times...i dunno...just my thoughts