The doctors here seem to have a bit to be desired. They really need to be taught how to act by a real doctor.
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My beloved is gone. There is no place where I wouldn't follow him, but he has gone where I cannot follow him. My darling, my reason to breath is out there and I don't know where he is. I fear my heart will break into two. Being without him, so hollow.
I am fighting the urge to take something to numb the pain.