I used to hate this song

Feb 18, 2005 20:30



as i sit here drinking my grape soda, while sitting with my bluejeans, no shirt, and my russian jacket (which i think is personally hot....on me at least)

I think about how this Lent idea is the dumbest thing i've ever done to date. I dont wanna do it anymore. i wanna quit. i miss kissing. i miss holding hands. i miss flirting. i miss party boy. after this is over, i'm gonna lose a part of me. a part of me sometimes i want to go away. and sometimes people love. the man whore title i've been getting as of late, upsets me. the last joke i did almost got me ostracized from the Baptist church.

And i think, is this it?

Have i reached a point in my life, where i'm done with it? Done with Party Boy? Done with Immature jokes? Done with liking a girl this week, then making out with another a week after? to quote Johnny Depp in Finding Neverland

J.M. Barrie: Magnificent. The boy is gone. In the last 30 seconds... you became a grown-up.

Amazing isnt it? what a song can make you feel?

I'm not gonna be me anymore. I hope you guys enjoyed it. I'm gonna try not to come back for an encore anymore.

The Party Boy days are over my friend(s)

JP is here...

Love,
JP
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