This is Goodbye
ok. i cant take it anymore, i just can't. i hate all you people who hurt me so much everyday. and dont even know it b'c i would never tell you u hurt me so. i just let is build up inside me, all this overwhelming pain. and now i, i just cant take it anymore. and im not going to. im sittin here with a full bottle of wine contemplating what i should do. there are many options. leave atlanta, just go. get in my car and start driving. driving somewhere, where i do not know. but somewhere, anywhere but here. then there is always the ever so easy suicide method. that is so tragic tho. and pretty outdated as well. althought i do know how to feels to be that helpless inside. it hurts so. then there is the move back to FL option which i am considering the most. even tho my pain will follow me. but whatever i decide it is my decisions and will not be biased by anyone else's opinions. i am doing this for ME. anyway im not sure as of yet what i am to do, but i know when the time is right, i will know what my destiny holds. so for now guys, i am to say goodbye. it has been nice knowing some of you and hell knowing others. but for now. au revoir, adios, goodbye. Kevin Michael Quint