Dejavu
"Can I kiss you?"
My mouth, my tounge, my brain trying to scramble to work together to find a response.
Nothing. And you did. You knew you weren't out of line this time.
Speechless.
Truth? I knew you were debating it.
I could see your eyes dart back and forth- eyes, lips, eyes, lips, eyes, lips.
Here we go once again. Once again. Once again.
Third times the charm?
This time, I don't have any expectations from you or this.
This time, I'm not putting myself out there like I did before.
This time, I have my walls up- and YOU have to break them down instead of me taking them down.
I don't know if I want this anymore now. I can't do this. I don't want to give it another chance. I don't. But I am.
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Take responsibility for the scandalous shit you do,
stop blaming people that open their mouths.
Especially if they didn't.
Look at it this way, if you didn't do that, there would be nothing to talk about.
If he didn't have it, then he would have nothing to talk about.
I'm sick of dealing with drama that involves you- when you are already written off.
My mouth, my tounge, my brain trying to scramble to work together to find a response.
Nothing. And you did. You knew you weren't out of line this time.
Speechless.
Truth? I knew you were debating it.
I could see your eyes dart back and forth- eyes, lips, eyes, lips, eyes, lips.
Here we go once again. Once again. Once again.
Third times the charm?
This time, I don't have any expectations from you or this.
This time, I'm not putting myself out there like I did before.
This time, I have my walls up- and YOU have to break them down instead of me taking them down.
I don't know if I want this anymore now. I can't do this. I don't want to give it another chance. I don't. But I am.
________________
Take responsibility for the scandalous shit you do,
stop blaming people that open their mouths.
Especially if they didn't.
Look at it this way, if you didn't do that, there would be nothing to talk about.
If he didn't have it, then he would have nothing to talk about.
I'm sick of dealing with drama that involves you- when you are already written off.