Turning Colors
I feel like lately I've been turning all kinds of colors. Not really sure if I'm coming or going. I quit my bartending job cause some guy thought he'd try to shot everyone in the bar so now I'm left trying to find something else and it's tough cause I go to school.
Then there's the boy issue. I never really gave them much thought, always just did my thing. Though a couple guys have caught my eye in the last three years. But I've been single for 3 yrs now and that's cool with me, I'd rather focus on my life. But the funny thing is...I can't stop thinking about this boy in my basketball class....yum yum give me some...hehe
Not only do I think about him all the time...but he's got to be straight..hell I'm probably the only gay kid in the class. But he's so nice and so attractive....grr I wish I could at least just talk to him. Hell I don't even know his name. I don't know how to go about approaching him. But once after class in the locker room he came up to me to congratulate me on doing a good job on the basketball court....hmm..that may have been my chance....blah But I stumbled over my words and never even offered to tell him my name. I'm a retard.
But anyway so I'm jobless, don't know if I should drop my classes to take a 9-5 job, crushing on a straight boy and oh did I mention I want to be a flight attendent now? That's another story...