HOT Tubbin' It and Such....
my mind has been racing so much lately...should I stay or should I go..etc etc. I just don't want to regret jumping ship, but I'm not making any decisions right now.
I went and hung out in a hot tub with my friend Joey and some of the people from his apt. complex in WeHo tonight. It was so nice...very relaxing and to be able to look up at the sky and say wow....I am here. It's just still not hit me.
There was a guy named Mark in the hot tub and was not only very pleasing to look at but very insightful. He has actually been there done that so to speak when it comes to what I'm going through.
He moved to LA when he was 23 from NY and no sooner than he got here his grandmother got terminally ill and his parents also divorced. He said he couldn't hold back his feelings of wanting to move back, and so he did. But now, three years later, he's back and loves it.
He said that if I decided to go back, not to get discouraged, but the feeling to want to come back will be there. i'm just sitting on a fence...waiting...hoping the wind blows me in one direct direction.
But aside from my many wondering thoughts, I had a great time in the hot tubs with everyone. It's times like this that make me think, I've found where I belong.
Well, I'm about out of time on my internet use at this internet cafe on the corner of Sunset and La Brea (you can't find this in KY)...so I should jet......maybe tomorrow I'll think my life belongs in Wisconsin....err.....probably not. ;)
I went and hung out in a hot tub with my friend Joey and some of the people from his apt. complex in WeHo tonight. It was so nice...very relaxing and to be able to look up at the sky and say wow....I am here. It's just still not hit me.
There was a guy named Mark in the hot tub and was not only very pleasing to look at but very insightful. He has actually been there done that so to speak when it comes to what I'm going through.
He moved to LA when he was 23 from NY and no sooner than he got here his grandmother got terminally ill and his parents also divorced. He said he couldn't hold back his feelings of wanting to move back, and so he did. But now, three years later, he's back and loves it.
He said that if I decided to go back, not to get discouraged, but the feeling to want to come back will be there. i'm just sitting on a fence...waiting...hoping the wind blows me in one direct direction.
But aside from my many wondering thoughts, I had a great time in the hot tubs with everyone. It's times like this that make me think, I've found where I belong.
Well, I'm about out of time on my internet use at this internet cafe on the corner of Sunset and La Brea (you can't find this in KY)...so I should jet......maybe tomorrow I'll think my life belongs in Wisconsin....err.....probably not. ;)