Hold My Hand
I don't think I could be anymore sorry than I am..
Sometimes the drapes just close and behind them I sit and cry...
Maybe I make things worse than they are...
I'm gonna love you the best that I can though..
The best way I know how...
I'm so sorry<<<<
No one has any idea how much I wanted tonight to happen...
I didn't get my keys..I'll get them for good to have and to hold tomorrow morning at 7:30 officially..
I guess I smarted off to my mom..who knows..I'm not going to get into toooooo much detail..
I sat on my bed all lastnight till the early hours of the morning..
And I did one thing..
I sat around and thought about you...
Everything that has happened...and how i wouldn't trade it for anything..the way things happen..the way things end up..and who woulda' thought..
And I'm gonna love you the best that I can...
Sorry about tonight..I feel horrible..worse than that..I just wanna cry you a jar full of tears to show you it hurts not being able to see you...one of the things that I need to live.
I have to put on a show for the ol' dance team..
My heart isn't quite into it..
Its dimming now that I haven't seen life...the further this groundation goes..the more it seems forever...But tomorrow it will be over
And the spec of light that hasn't been there for a while will be facing me..eye to eye...and it makes me happy to know that it's one day a way..I've waited all week..all 4 and a half weeks..
Tomorrow could be anything...and yet I know it will be special because no one can change what the heart feels....
I wanna first-hand apologize .....because I can't be there all the time...I feel terrible, and I'm sorry about being grounded...It's all my fault..
And tomorrow I promise I will be able to make it up to you..All the time that I haven't been able to spend with you...and I'm happy that we will be together...
I promise..after 10 a.m.....Tomorrow will be one of the best days that i've been waiting for...
Thank you for putting up with my groundation..parents..me..etc..I'm so so sorry that I can't be there all the time..
Well it's off to dance I go...
Tonight..its not going to be FUN>....it's going to suck!!!!!!
I wanna skip my dance...I won't...BUT I guarentee I'll be looking for a sharp object the whole time I'm waiting to perform...ugh..hopefully this will all end soon..I'm tired of practice..TIRED!!!!!!!!!!
Sometimes the drapes just close and behind them I sit and cry...
Maybe I make things worse than they are...
I'm gonna love you the best that I can though..
The best way I know how...
I'm so sorry<<<<
No one has any idea how much I wanted tonight to happen...
I didn't get my keys..I'll get them for good to have and to hold tomorrow morning at 7:30 officially..
I guess I smarted off to my mom..who knows..I'm not going to get into toooooo much detail..
I sat on my bed all lastnight till the early hours of the morning..
And I did one thing..
I sat around and thought about you...
Everything that has happened...and how i wouldn't trade it for anything..the way things happen..the way things end up..and who woulda' thought..
And I'm gonna love you the best that I can...
Sorry about tonight..I feel horrible..worse than that..I just wanna cry you a jar full of tears to show you it hurts not being able to see you...one of the things that I need to live.
I have to put on a show for the ol' dance team..
My heart isn't quite into it..
Its dimming now that I haven't seen life...the further this groundation goes..the more it seems forever...But tomorrow it will be over
And the spec of light that hasn't been there for a while will be facing me..eye to eye...and it makes me happy to know that it's one day a way..I've waited all week..all 4 and a half weeks..
Tomorrow could be anything...and yet I know it will be special because no one can change what the heart feels....
I wanna first-hand apologize .....because I can't be there all the time...I feel terrible, and I'm sorry about being grounded...It's all my fault..
And tomorrow I promise I will be able to make it up to you..All the time that I haven't been able to spend with you...and I'm happy that we will be together...
I promise..after 10 a.m.....Tomorrow will be one of the best days that i've been waiting for...
Thank you for putting up with my groundation..parents..me..etc..I'm so so sorry that I can't be there all the time..
Well it's off to dance I go...
Tonight..its not going to be FUN>....it's going to suck!!!!!!
I wanna skip my dance...I won't...BUT I guarentee I'll be looking for a sharp object the whole time I'm waiting to perform...ugh..hopefully this will all end soon..I'm tired of practice..TIRED!!!!!!!!!!