not enough cough drops to cure this fire...
I could very well be in a state of mind hell..
My prescriptions make me sick...
But they're supposed to make me better..
I can't breathe through my nose..
So i breathe through my mouth..which just makes my throat even more sore..
I don't exactly think I planned on being in this much pain..not mental pain.... but physically...you have no idea how bad my throat is..if you know me..you know i like to eat..I'm starving!!!!
I swear I'm going to pass out in a matter of moments..
I shoved a poptart down my throat..the painful sugary food experience just didn't cut it for me...I don't know whether I'm going to go to bed and not wake up..or wake up to this hell all over again..either way..its going to suck..
I am excited though that tomorrow will be the 31st of December..i'm going to make my self forget the pain..no matter how bad it hurts..i'm gonna make it through tomorrow...
but...anyways...It really bothers me that I went to the doctor and they can't tell me what I have exactly until next week...Does that seem a little long to anyone?..I could be dead by then..I don't think I'm supposed to wait that long..Oh well..they gave me medicene..I'll take the drugs, that don't work might i add..I feel the same way i did before i took the giant people pills..and i think i feel even worse..and if you have any advice..help me..i need to stop the pain..its really bad!
My prescriptions make me sick...
But they're supposed to make me better..
I can't breathe through my nose..
So i breathe through my mouth..which just makes my throat even more sore..
I don't exactly think I planned on being in this much pain..not mental pain.... but physically...you have no idea how bad my throat is..if you know me..you know i like to eat..I'm starving!!!!
I swear I'm going to pass out in a matter of moments..
I shoved a poptart down my throat..the painful sugary food experience just didn't cut it for me...I don't know whether I'm going to go to bed and not wake up..or wake up to this hell all over again..either way..its going to suck..
I am excited though that tomorrow will be the 31st of December..i'm going to make my self forget the pain..no matter how bad it hurts..i'm gonna make it through tomorrow...
but...anyways...It really bothers me that I went to the doctor and they can't tell me what I have exactly until next week...Does that seem a little long to anyone?..I could be dead by then..I don't think I'm supposed to wait that long..Oh well..they gave me medicene..I'll take the drugs, that don't work might i add..I feel the same way i did before i took the giant people pills..and i think i feel even worse..and if you have any advice..help me..i need to stop the pain..its really bad!