Dec 15, 2003 16:52
IF THERE IS SOMEONE OUT THERE...PLEASE FOR THE LOVE LET ME GO SOMEWHERE..
I don't think today could've been a better school day..
I personally hate learning and I hate school..
This morning I could tell the day was gonna be different..
I woke up with no problem and my hair didn't tend to be as bad as usual...
I walked into the school and I sat against the wall..
Five seconds later someone came up me and told me "i know so-n-so"..It kinda made me smile and I laughed cause the randomness of the conversation started from the beginning...
I walked down the hallway..Attempted to open my locker..to find...yes..to find that I was stand at the wrong locker..its not like i really wanted to get my books out of there so bad, but i figured i should at least look like i was attempting to apply myself...Anyways..People told me that they liked my dancing, and I was shocked...i don't look at myself as the best, i just look for more reason to improve and become better...i don't ever want to be satisfied with someones opinion...That sounds rude..maybe odd, but I just tend to be a perfectionist when it comes to dance. I used to suck..and everytime i learn a new dance..or a new position..i try so hard to work on it, fearing that someone will comment on how bad i suck. I don't really care much what people think..but I just have always had a doubt when it comes to dance..and as of now..today was good...i just wish that getting the car would be a lot easier.