no he's nooooooot - dana bender
wow so a lot has happened since that last entry
sat. night went to chris's..that was interesting. got thrown out, ditched by my friends, went to the A&P with beth and got caught half naked. everyone though i was high. saw paul. good night<3
sunday, did my hw a little bit talked to mary a lot bit, but mostly relaxed
monday, had a breakdown, said some stupid shit to some people, got myself sick, but talked to jax, so we're cool, which is good, i obviously missed her since i just craved her while crying my eyes out. i'm so weird sometimes.
stayed home tuesday and stressed out about thursday, had my mom drop off my history stuff cuz i wanted full credit.
wednesday went back to school, got partnered with cory n delia in physics. learned nothing. stressed out some more. went to the mall with the very attractive dana mary and taryn. went back to mary's, got a prom date. went home, killed hitler on the way, and then he killed my car back since it just rolled down the hill? yeah i dont know how, neither does anyone else. and stayed up all night with the very low life ryan martinson and the too good for him to be going to prom with taryn.
thursday was really scary. i hate surgery, i hate going under, it's so scary, i cried. after the surgery i was overmedicated so i threw up (just remembering all this is making me miserable) then stayed home. dani taryn n mary came over with Rita's so i felt a little better, i slept even though i wasn't supposed to. These are the times i wish i took drugs so they didn't have such a negative effect.
stayed home friday, went to the variety show and oversxtended myself, got sicker, needed to ACTUALLY take pain pills, but i made a bunch of people happy that i came. jkohm said he might kick me out of the show. HAHAHAHA gay.
today's saturday, i wish i could eat a cheeseburger and fries, i wish i wasn't swollen and i wish i could do SOMETHING.i watched VH1 save the music, rob thomas reminds me of pat, who i miss desperately and i don't know what i'm going to do when he leaves. seriously.
so dani might come over, or we might hang out i hate being all couped up. i need some fun! by next weekend i'll be allowed out..partying please? lol
i don't wanna go back to school
can you swear to me, that you'll always be this way?
sat. night went to chris's..that was interesting. got thrown out, ditched by my friends, went to the A&P with beth and got caught half naked. everyone though i was high. saw paul. good night<3
sunday, did my hw a little bit talked to mary a lot bit, but mostly relaxed
monday, had a breakdown, said some stupid shit to some people, got myself sick, but talked to jax, so we're cool, which is good, i obviously missed her since i just craved her while crying my eyes out. i'm so weird sometimes.
stayed home tuesday and stressed out about thursday, had my mom drop off my history stuff cuz i wanted full credit.
wednesday went back to school, got partnered with cory n delia in physics. learned nothing. stressed out some more. went to the mall with the very attractive dana mary and taryn. went back to mary's, got a prom date. went home, killed hitler on the way, and then he killed my car back since it just rolled down the hill? yeah i dont know how, neither does anyone else. and stayed up all night with the very low life ryan martinson and the too good for him to be going to prom with taryn.
thursday was really scary. i hate surgery, i hate going under, it's so scary, i cried. after the surgery i was overmedicated so i threw up (just remembering all this is making me miserable) then stayed home. dani taryn n mary came over with Rita's so i felt a little better, i slept even though i wasn't supposed to. These are the times i wish i took drugs so they didn't have such a negative effect.
stayed home friday, went to the variety show and oversxtended myself, got sicker, needed to ACTUALLY take pain pills, but i made a bunch of people happy that i came. jkohm said he might kick me out of the show. HAHAHAHA gay.
today's saturday, i wish i could eat a cheeseburger and fries, i wish i wasn't swollen and i wish i could do SOMETHING.i watched VH1 save the music, rob thomas reminds me of pat, who i miss desperately and i don't know what i'm going to do when he leaves. seriously.
so dani might come over, or we might hang out i hate being all couped up. i need some fun! by next weekend i'll be allowed out..partying please? lol
i don't wanna go back to school
can you swear to me, that you'll always be this way?