Stupid games are for stupid people.
So I came here seeking little pearls of wisdom from the past. I haven't found what I am looking for just yet. What I did find was little pearls of insecurity, doubt, faith, truth & trust... This is the recipe for wisdom. I guess I need to do the foot work. (I wish, for once, someone would do that for me!)
The truth of the matter is, I am embarking in all new territory. I have been lucky enough that everything thus far has found it's way & has worked out. I wonder if I am owed a failure somewhere in there? I tell you what... I sense my giving up before that failure comes; I am so exhausted. I am tired of not knowing & insecurities. When do I get to feel like I have it all figured out? That's the one thing I miss from my youth... I used to know everything... how could I have forgotten it all?
Hm.
Best,
April
The truth of the matter is, I am embarking in all new territory. I have been lucky enough that everything thus far has found it's way & has worked out. I wonder if I am owed a failure somewhere in there? I tell you what... I sense my giving up before that failure comes; I am so exhausted. I am tired of not knowing & insecurities. When do I get to feel like I have it all figured out? That's the one thing I miss from my youth... I used to know everything... how could I have forgotten it all?
Hm.
Best,
April