Sep 27, 2005 17:55
hello there ....
hmm there are many things i wanna get out there..
I feel like i am leading like an unhealthy lifestyle. Not by what i am eating, or how much sleep i get, or anything like that. Its the way I feel, so so so so so many things bother me and I want to just let go....but its i think impossible for me. I would feel so relieved and I think I would be genuinely happy. But right now I can honestly say that I am not. I can't seem to be satisfied with anything. Anything I have i want more. I really do not know what to do. But the same horrible thoughts go through my head EVERY SINGLE DAY.Its these incessant thoughts that make me feel so bad. Like I feel worse and worse and if it were up to me I would put everything behind me and thats what I have been trying to do but it is not working.
If you have any advice like any at all ill take it..
Another thing I thought about all throughout math class today was my friends
The fake ones and the real ones..
I am so confused like seriously?
Why are ppl so fake, what purpose does it serve..I know avoiding conflict
but why not just not talk to people at all instead?
I dunno just a typical highschool stuff i guess...gay
If you don't like them don't talk to them, I find it quite simple..
comment if you please...