Oct 02, 2004 07:49
well im offically tired of everything i cant take it anymore i want to just STOP and not go on my dad left again after promising that i could live with him so of course that leaves me thing ''what i did''and it doesnt look like im coming back to arizona anytime soon cuz he wont send me 200 dollars.......i just cant seem to get anything to go my way since ive been living here becuase i still only have like 5 frineds and i dont even like them all some are psyco but i cant really pick and choose right now and everyone here is crazy about fat people and everyone always says if your fat you cant hang out in my group so that like excludes me from every group and the guys here are ridicolus cocky and would rather date themselves...i just dont know what to do anymore i cant go on like this its miserable and im failing every class and i cant find a boyfriend and i want to see my dad who i havent seen in like 5 years and i want someone to ''LOVE'' me!!!!!!