Whats happened.....Happening...and going to Happen. =o)
Geeze. Its been a REALLY long time since i have written a journal. Not normal. hehe.
December was an alright month. I spent a TON of money because of Christmas, but its okay because im pretty sure everyone liked their gifts! =o) It was fun....the girls and I couldnt wait until Christmas day to exchange presents so we did it like a week before! haha. It was fun. I got my favorite perfume:Clinique Happy: from Mary....one of those little sweat outfits from Aeropostale (because i LOVE those) from Nicole....and an Aeropostale shirt, a purple cd case, My own box of Chai Tea, The Simple Life 2 calendar, an 'everyone loves an asian girl' key chain, and a myspace shirt and thong as a joke from Rach! lol. haha shhhhh dont tell anyone...i hung the shirt on my wall....and YES i do wear the thong! =o) Umm Christmas Eve and Christmas day i did the family thing....my grandparent's, my mom's then my dad's. It was alright....an all day event so i got out of there as soon as i could. I met up with nic and Rach that night....hahah we almost got into a rumble by the movie theatres in mira mesa. This stupid bitch was driving behind me and i was going to turn left....but since there was a car coming from the other direction and he had the right of way...i had to stop and wait for him to pass before i turned so i wouldnt hit him......WELL....this fuckin girl behind me desides to get all up in my asshole with her car....and start honking at me!!! WTF i dont think so bitch. lol. I was SO pissed....and i was smoking a ciggarette so my window was part way down but i thought it was all the way down so i went to hang out my window and start screaming...and i realized it was still up half way so i start pushing the button to roll it down and it isnt moving fast enough for me....and im trying to push it down with my hands too and i was screaming out the window everything i could think of and flipping her off....while im doing that...nicole is out the other window screaming and telling her not to fuck with the black chick...lol...and rach is in the backseat laughing at both of us. =o) Well, i end up turning and i dont exactly know why i was so pissed but i was....so i turned down one of the aisles and went back to try to find her. lol....we drove all around the freakin parking lot....but no luck. She was lucky we didnt find her. =o) lol.
New Years was nothing special. Mary had her family party at some church so she was there until about 1230....then she came to my house....and Rach and Nicole came over and we made food and watched movies. It was fun....I hurt my back so i didnt want to go out anywhere....i was in pain. lol. Besides...Mo was out at some parties and i figured my LEAST favorite person would be there so i didnt even want to bother going. lol. He called me at midnight to say Happy New Years and then at like 130 or so in the a.m. he came over to my house for a while. It was nice. =o)
I have been spending a lot of time with Mo.....it was kinda rough in the beginning but things have definitely worked themselves out! I am really happy with him....and i know that my friends aren't crazy about him...but the fact that they are willing to give him a chance and he is willing to give them a chance makes it so much easier. Besides....i love pretty much all his friends..with a few exceptions of course...lol..yah you know who im talking about. =o) There are so many things i have changed....or rather fixed to make him happy....but the thing is that i dont mind doing it. Like people say you shouldnt have to change for someone else that they should love you for who you are....well its not that i am 'changing'...i am just working to make myself better for him AND I. Of course there are some things that i cant or dont do anymore that i wish i could still do....but its fine. Its not the end of the world...and as long as he is making sacrifices for me then thats all that matters. =o) I mean c'mon the guy never says he is sorry or thank you to ANYONE....but he does to me. ♥ So yah in the end things are great between us...although i dont get much sleep anymore since i work all day...hang out with the girls in the evening then go to his house with him till about 3 in the morning. Its hard...but i LOVE spending time with him.
Now as for things that are coming up....I am moving out soon and i have choices...which is a good thing. I can either get an apartment on my own and my mom would help me pay for it and everything....or i can get a roommate and my mom would STILL help me pay for it....or even better...but might take a little longer...is my dad would help me buy a condo so that i could own my own place. =o) Exciting news...but scary at the same time. School starts again at the end of January.....and I am looking for a new job. lol. I think i might start working with my uncle who is President of a computer graphics company....they do a lot of fun stuff and i am actually interested in it...i would get paid more too....so i am looking into that.
Well yah..im sure i forgot about some things...but my hands are tired and i have to actually do some work for once. =o)
December was an alright month. I spent a TON of money because of Christmas, but its okay because im pretty sure everyone liked their gifts! =o) It was fun....the girls and I couldnt wait until Christmas day to exchange presents so we did it like a week before! haha. It was fun. I got my favorite perfume:Clinique Happy: from Mary....one of those little sweat outfits from Aeropostale (because i LOVE those) from Nicole....and an Aeropostale shirt, a purple cd case, My own box of Chai Tea, The Simple Life 2 calendar, an 'everyone loves an asian girl' key chain, and a myspace shirt and thong as a joke from Rach! lol. haha shhhhh dont tell anyone...i hung the shirt on my wall....and YES i do wear the thong! =o) Umm Christmas Eve and Christmas day i did the family thing....my grandparent's, my mom's then my dad's. It was alright....an all day event so i got out of there as soon as i could. I met up with nic and Rach that night....hahah we almost got into a rumble by the movie theatres in mira mesa. This stupid bitch was driving behind me and i was going to turn left....but since there was a car coming from the other direction and he had the right of way...i had to stop and wait for him to pass before i turned so i wouldnt hit him......WELL....this fuckin girl behind me desides to get all up in my asshole with her car....and start honking at me!!! WTF i dont think so bitch. lol. I was SO pissed....and i was smoking a ciggarette so my window was part way down but i thought it was all the way down so i went to hang out my window and start screaming...and i realized it was still up half way so i start pushing the button to roll it down and it isnt moving fast enough for me....and im trying to push it down with my hands too and i was screaming out the window everything i could think of and flipping her off....while im doing that...nicole is out the other window screaming and telling her not to fuck with the black chick...lol...and rach is in the backseat laughing at both of us. =o) Well, i end up turning and i dont exactly know why i was so pissed but i was....so i turned down one of the aisles and went back to try to find her. lol....we drove all around the freakin parking lot....but no luck. She was lucky we didnt find her. =o) lol.
New Years was nothing special. Mary had her family party at some church so she was there until about 1230....then she came to my house....and Rach and Nicole came over and we made food and watched movies. It was fun....I hurt my back so i didnt want to go out anywhere....i was in pain. lol. Besides...Mo was out at some parties and i figured my LEAST favorite person would be there so i didnt even want to bother going. lol. He called me at midnight to say Happy New Years and then at like 130 or so in the a.m. he came over to my house for a while. It was nice. =o)
I have been spending a lot of time with Mo.....it was kinda rough in the beginning but things have definitely worked themselves out! I am really happy with him....and i know that my friends aren't crazy about him...but the fact that they are willing to give him a chance and he is willing to give them a chance makes it so much easier. Besides....i love pretty much all his friends..with a few exceptions of course...lol..yah you know who im talking about. =o) There are so many things i have changed....or rather fixed to make him happy....but the thing is that i dont mind doing it. Like people say you shouldnt have to change for someone else that they should love you for who you are....well its not that i am 'changing'...i am just working to make myself better for him AND I. Of course there are some things that i cant or dont do anymore that i wish i could still do....but its fine. Its not the end of the world...and as long as he is making sacrifices for me then thats all that matters. =o) I mean c'mon the guy never says he is sorry or thank you to ANYONE....but he does to me. ♥ So yah in the end things are great between us...although i dont get much sleep anymore since i work all day...hang out with the girls in the evening then go to his house with him till about 3 in the morning. Its hard...but i LOVE spending time with him.
Now as for things that are coming up....I am moving out soon and i have choices...which is a good thing. I can either get an apartment on my own and my mom would help me pay for it and everything....or i can get a roommate and my mom would STILL help me pay for it....or even better...but might take a little longer...is my dad would help me buy a condo so that i could own my own place. =o) Exciting news...but scary at the same time. School starts again at the end of January.....and I am looking for a new job. lol. I think i might start working with my uncle who is President of a computer graphics company....they do a lot of fun stuff and i am actually interested in it...i would get paid more too....so i am looking into that.
Well yah..im sure i forgot about some things...but my hands are tired and i have to actually do some work for once. =o)