so today i got my crotch exam, funnn!! haha NOT! n lately all my friends suk... they never invite me newhere and always forget i even exist! im so sick of shit, today i had to talk to my doctor about how i always think of ways to kill myself and how i've just thought about killing myself all this past month basically, sooo they r making me talk to people which is gay. maybe if life didnt suk then there would be no one trying or even thinking about killing themselves. but yea i love kellen n hes like the only one keeping me from fucking doing something stupid... all my friends suk so i have no one to talk to and i cant even call donny nemore bc kellen will get pissed... gayyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK THIS SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!