hey guys
hey everyone im back finally i thought i would get back to writing with an update on things and if those of you i talk to alot see this please leave me your thoughts on it okay back to what i wanted to say right now things are good and bad first the good work is great three days a week i go in at 5pm and work till close which some nights is at 12am and the other two i go in at 7pm and we've hired some new people so hopefully that will help and even though its not full time for the first time in awhile i actually work with people i like and get along with and i have a great manager so in that aspect things are really good now to the bad stuff my relationship is in limbo right now im really wondering what i really saw in her and what it is that i fell for in the last 5 months i can count on one hand the times we did anything together or the times she came over which is under 10 its more of a give relationship she makes no attempt to want to do anything and half the time she says shes coming over she flakes out and doesn't call and im always giving her money and i finally said i wouldn't do it anymore and what did i do tonight in order to get rid of her as she came to my job looking for money i gave it to her like an idiot im finally thinking that all of this might be a mistake i mean i do love her im just not sure if its something thats worth saving so guys any advice or help would be great especially those of you who have given me such great advice