Fic : Accidentally Yours

Oct 06, 2007 21:21


Posted much earlier at ffnet. Posted here in hopes of finally finding kaikouken and making her see it. I sure am one desperate person.
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naruto, fic, kushimina

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helreginn October 6 2007, 21:05:13 UTC
Ne Boke-chan, it is lovely and it is also 2:30 in the morning but the point is, I have been very, VERY depressed! So forgive me, I'll drop you a review soon, just got back into the groove.

It's really very nice, dattebayo!

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parttime_job October 6 2007, 22:45:59 UTC
I'm really sorry if I sounded so pesky! I hadn't thought about that possibility. Really sorry!

I... You're fine? At least better so than yesterday or a few minutes before?

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helreginn October 7 2007, 06:50:24 UTC
Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeey! I liked your layout and you changed it again? I mean, the last one was purty! But this is very purty too! *nuzzles it*

And no, you don't sound pesky, not at all, it is just I'm super depressed and had no one to share the pain till last night. Then I found Ras, who had also gone through the same trauma and we began to talk about it. So it's kinda better. I'll post an entry soon in LJ, reccing or warning about that blasted fic.

I'm not fine per se but it'll have to do. T_T

And thank you for the fic, lovey! ^_^

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parttime_job October 7 2007, 08:58:16 UTC
The past layout was purty, but, weeelll... it didn't exactly go with some of the things that I'd wanted to do.

Ah, well, *awkward* I guess that it's fine! Much better than being depressed like yesterday.

You're welcome! I've been dragged into the Kushina cult

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helreginn October 7 2007, 11:50:59 UTC
It's really purty. *nod nod*

Don't feel bad, but if you hadn't go read that entry I made earlier in the day--if you already haven't. It'll sum up my emotional condition for the past three days. Horrible I say, horrible!

Sorry about disappearing but the angst was good enough for me to want to slit my wrists. >.>

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parttime_job October 7 2007, 12:48:42 UTC
I fell in love with it the first time I saw it. All the layouts from that comm are just lovely~

Heh, well, I can't stop feeling bad. The only person I hate is myself.

I did read. And damn. I'm envious. No angst makes me want to slit my wrists or write an entry about it nowadays.

... Am I that not susceptible to teenage crises anymore?!

But... for some reason, I feel relieved that it was a story that made you depressed and not something else.

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helreginn October 7 2007, 13:19:12 UTC
Yes, yes, I checked the community out and joined it. It's really pretty.

Aww... *hugs* m'sorry! Didn't mean to make you feel bad. And don't hate yourself.

What say, why don't you go and read that damned story? I mean, if it can't make you angst... then I'm afraid nothing can. Go on, read Attraction, if it doesn't make you want to slit your wrists then I'll declare you un-angst-able!

*blink* What else could have depressed me?

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parttime_job October 7 2007, 13:24:29 UTC
Reeeallly pretty. It's just utter love! I spent around fifteen minutes just looking at this header.

I mean it. I mean, I obviously can't hate anyone else, but I always end up chastising myself.

I don't have any link. Wait... you have the link didn't you? *headdesk* `M sorry. I should check it out.

Oh, I tend to overthink. *nod nod* Don't mind that.

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helreginn October 7 2007, 13:37:16 UTC
Utter love is right!

Don't hate yourself love, I love you. I do!

Here's the link, but do remember to read Vignette before you read this or you'll hate Sasuke to the bones.

http://www.fanfiction.net/s/1424570/1/Attraction

Read Vignette, then Attraction, both are by gelfling.

Here: http://www.fanfiction.net/s/1402337/1/Vignette

Later. *chu*

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parttime_job October 7 2007, 14:17:28 UTC
Well, and that's the problem. See, people might love me, but that doesn't change the fact that I can't even love myself.

Hmm... I read the latest chapter of Attraction. I might be getting to it tomorrow. Was there angst in that chapter?

I suppose, later then! And thank you for the links~!

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helreginn October 7 2007, 14:46:05 UTC
*smacks forehead* Yes, there was angst, but you idiot! You were supposed to get to that angst. It wouldn't make any sense to a person who hopped off to the last chapter. You wouldn't understand the way that fic is built. First you ought to read Vignette and then religiously read every single chapter...

The part where Sasuke lets go of Naruto... that's not that sad though, but Naruto's reactions previous to it are angsty enough to make you cry...

Goodness. Boke-chan, how will you angst if you won't work for it!

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parttime_job October 8 2007, 05:45:06 UTC
So, you know, I'm supposed to religiously fail every single test of ours, too? Yeah?

*headdesk* Yes! I know. I should've read everything. But I couldn't help it! It looked so long. I was suffering from stomach pains by the time I finished reading the last chapter.

What makes you say that I haven't been working to get my angst back?! I've conversed with suicidals and fucking emo people, but I still don't get the angst.

... I also constantly exchange mails with you and yet I still don't have the angst back.

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helreginn October 8 2007, 08:30:57 UTC
No you're not. You're intelligent so you won't fail every test. XDD

*hugs* Boke-chan, as Naruto once said, there are no shortcuts. You need to read the entire thing to get to the angst. Stomach pains? I can understand heart aches but stomach pains?

Well, I'm neither emo, nor suicidal. How can talking to me make you angst? Unless you feel jealous, which would make you feel inferior and miserable but not angsty.

Even conversing with depressed people won't make you angst. *nod nod*

I can't... poor you! *patpat*

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parttime_job October 8 2007, 08:40:07 UTC
Coincidentally, I have a feeling that if I study too much, I fail the test

... But... but I don't want to be like Naruto! *sniff* I've been researching on angst and reading angst. Surely I've been working!

Neh, your life is also filled with angst. You write angst. By this time, I'm already completely fine with being jealous, er, at you

I have serious angst issues, don't I? I can't even angst about not having any angst!

... I should stick to humor then?

Wish me luck... with my KushiMiko

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helreginn October 8 2007, 10:37:34 UTC
Too much studying is bad too. It reminds me, are your exams here? I mean, you seem to be frazzled yet again. And spazzed out.

But it's not enough. I'm telling you. You need, actually I was discussing about you with my father and the conclusion we came to was: since your problems are mostly self-created, you cannot angst. Because you realize that.

I don't angst. Because I don't need to. Why? I already have a lot of angst in my life, if I try to angst then my life will become hell. I try to cheerful and happy despite everything.

I can write angst because I know how painful life can be sometimes. *nod nod* Emotions, need to experience to write them convincingly.

I can't say what you should stick to. But you do write great humor!

All the best then!

Also, let me tell you something. You can't angst! Na-na-naa-na-nah! *points and laughs*

Yes, I am a very cruel person. *blows a raspberry*

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parttime_job October 8 2007, 12:44:32 UTC
Yes, yes they are here. They just started today. I managed to completely kill myself with our Arts exams. I always knew that I wasn't great at cutting stuff.

I've come up with that conclusion a long time ago. I know my problems all too much for some reason. Perhaps it helps that I compare my life with those of others, yeah?

Maybe being too much of a pessimist is a bad thing when you're trying to angst...? Hmm. Must work more on that.

Am I the only one who gets the feeling that we're sort of acting like a support group?

Kai-puu is... Kai-puu is strong.

Maybe I should try and dominate the sci-fi scene, too? Or a mesh of sci-fi and fantasy because that's what I've been trying to achieve in some story?

You don't need to rub it in my face! I try every night and with fail!

Yes, yes you are. If we weren't friends, I would've tried to hex you three ways into Sunday. *frown*

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