Jun 25, 2006 00:33
Earlier tonight I had an epiphany while listening to Angels and Airwaves in the car. It happened while listening to this song.
Start The Machine
The ash set in then blew away
It’s getting lost into the sea
I grew so close to all the thoughts I had to leave forever
I left the chill and voice of screams and kids and ran for shelter
You know I won't say sorry
You know I won't say sorry
The pain has a bad reaction
A blend of fear and passion
You know what it's like to believe
It makes me wanna scream
I see a glow from far away
A faint reflection on the sea
I left some words quite far from here to be a short reminder
I laid them out in stone in case they need to last forever
You know I won't say sorry
You know I won't say sorry
The pain has a bad reaction
A blend of fear and passion
You know what it's like to believe
It makes me wanna scream
I see the stars, they’re in your eyes
A playful kiss, can you tell I'm excited?
A fast escape in the nick of time
If you lost your wish, can I help you find it?
I'm on my knee, just one to start
A fresh new start, don't be undecided
If love’s a word, that you say
Then say it, I will listen
If love’s a word, that you say
Then say it, I will listen
If love’s a word, that you say
Then say it, I will listen
If love’s a word, that you say
Then say it, I will listen
If love’s a word, that you say
Then say it, I will listen
If love’s a word, that you say
Then say it, I will listen (I will listen)
There I was just sitting in the car, less than a minute away from home when it came to me. I don't need anyone but myself to be happy. I read a book a while back that said if you keep experiencing similar situations in your life, then you should take the time to look at them to find the reason why this keeps happening to you, so you could learn from it. I have experienced people screwing me over numerous times, and tonight I realized the lesson I was supposed to learn from that. That I don't really need others. I am strong enough to do things on my own. It's liberating to know that i have the power to make myself happy. It's up to me to do the things that make me happy and to hold on to them. I don't know if this is making any sense, but it's just what came to me.
I hope everyone is doing well,
♥ Katy