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Long time, no update. I've been really sick this past week or so. Apparently god decided to give me everything at once because I got a sinus infection, tosilitis, and an ear infection. My lymph nodes were so swollen in my neck that I couldn't move it. Well I'm better now.
I'm going through a lonely time right now. I feel like I have no one to talk to, or confide in. I know I have been saying that I'm ready to do all those things I dream of doing, which I am. I guess subconsciously I have been waiting for someone to motivate me, to support me in the endeavor, but no one did. Now I think that I have finally realized that if I want these things then I am the only one that can make them a reality. I guess I have to be my own motivation. I'm afraid of what I don't know, but I just have to keep reminding myself that the possible failure will hurt less than the regret of not doing it at all. I am ready, but I'm just scared and looking for the motivation, which I suppose will have to come from within myself.
I hope that everyone's week went well, and that you all have a great Mother's Day!
I'm going through a lonely time right now. I feel like I have no one to talk to, or confide in. I know I have been saying that I'm ready to do all those things I dream of doing, which I am. I guess subconsciously I have been waiting for someone to motivate me, to support me in the endeavor, but no one did. Now I think that I have finally realized that if I want these things then I am the only one that can make them a reality. I guess I have to be my own motivation. I'm afraid of what I don't know, but I just have to keep reminding myself that the possible failure will hurt less than the regret of not doing it at all. I am ready, but I'm just scared and looking for the motivation, which I suppose will have to come from within myself.
I hope that everyone's week went well, and that you all have a great Mother's Day!