I am so sorry to hear about all that drama going on around you. I know it makes it difficult to deal with your own stuff while everyone else's problems are being blown in your face like second-hand smoke.
Are you a musician? Or do you write poetry? Because everything you talked about in this entry could be transposed into one helluva song.
I know you don't know me very well, but if ever you need an outlet...someone to talk to with an unbiased opinion hit me up. My AIM screenname is ShizadyLizane.
You probably don't want to hear people tell you how to react to this kind of stuff, but don't beat yourself up assuming your mom or dad is mad at you for what you're doing and/or not doing. They both love you. I'll bet your mom just doesn't want you to be present if your dad relapses. And your dad needs acceptance and companionship. All you can do is let them both know you love them but you can't let either of their problems interfere with your life. Be there for them but do NOT lose yourself in the midst of the drama. That's too easy to do. Take it easy darlin!
Thank you for actually taking the time to read my long entry, and commenting. You have no idea how much I needed to hear everyhting that you said. I needed to be reminded not to let their problems interfere with my life. Things have been rough, but they only make me stronger.
I attempt to write, but most times I don't like the end result.
Thanks for offering to talk, and I throw the offer right back to you. If you ever need to talk my AIM is KatyKat355.
Are you a musician? Or do you write poetry? Because everything you talked about in this entry could be transposed into one helluva song.
I know you don't know me very well, but if ever you need an outlet...someone to talk to with an unbiased opinion hit me up. My AIM screenname is ShizadyLizane.
You probably don't want to hear people tell you how to react to this kind of stuff, but don't beat yourself up assuming your mom or dad is mad at you for what you're doing and/or not doing. They both love you. I'll bet your mom just doesn't want you to be present if your dad relapses. And your dad needs acceptance and companionship. All you can do is let them both know you love them but you can't let either of their problems interfere with your life. Be there for them but do NOT lose yourself in the midst of the drama. That's too easy to do.
Take it easy darlin!
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I attempt to write, but most times I don't like the end result.
Thanks for offering to talk, and I throw the offer right back to you. If you ever need to talk my AIM is KatyKat355.
Thank you again, it meant a lot.
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