nausea
Next year scares me so bad. Thinking about it makes me cry almost every single time...it's gotten to the point where I really just have to block it out of my mind. I keep telling myself that once I teach real children I'll be fine, but I don't think it's going to happen. It's not happening with my lesson students.
I don't know what I'm doing to do next year. I'm going to fall apart, and I think it's going to be the hardest time of my life so far. What's going to happen when I break down? I won't even have my friends to bring me back up again. This is it. There's no coming back after May. I feel like in these four years I'm accomplished nothing. Do you know how frightening that is. I will graduate Magna Cum Laude with a degree in Music Ed, and it means absolutely nothing to me.
I've still got my entire life to live again twice. How am I going to get through this?
I don't know what I'm doing to do next year. I'm going to fall apart, and I think it's going to be the hardest time of my life so far. What's going to happen when I break down? I won't even have my friends to bring me back up again. This is it. There's no coming back after May. I feel like in these four years I'm accomplished nothing. Do you know how frightening that is. I will graduate Magna Cum Laude with a degree in Music Ed, and it means absolutely nothing to me.
I've still got my entire life to live again twice. How am I going to get through this?