too many wants to be satisfied

[partita]

I want to go home. I want to see my family. I want to play with my puppy. I want to eat turkey and sweet potatoes and mashed potatoes. I want to sleep under all of my blankets. I want to be warm. I want my car. I want to be happy. I want to be excited about life. I want there to be a reason for all of this.

I want a break from myself.