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[partimeninja]

I think the worst of it is that you spoiled me and I just became accustomed to the continual routine and affection
but I'm trying to defer my thoughts from the positive and dwell on the negative
because thats why we're not together in the first place
However I'm afraid that might make me hate you
and most think I should and it would be easier
but I can't and I don't want to

and I'm not looking to date the first boy that comes along to attempt to forget
it's not logical nor is it effective

I'm doing just fine.
Life is grand.
And I mean that sincerely.

I'm content with our friendship and I know I'm not being replaced.
I just hope you truly learned something from this because I know I certainly did.

Never be too nice, some people just don't know how to handle it or embrace it.
Kind of funny.
Whoever thought a relationship would be destroyed because someone gave it their all?

College is all too far away but I'm sure it will be here before I know it
and then I can move above and beyond you
meeting the love of your life in high school < meeting the love of your life in college
Yeah, that sounds about right.