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my baba was just over, and i just realized how lucky i am to have her, and that i should treasure the time we have left. i just dont want her to suffer. she has terminal kindey cancer. and she is so brave. she is taking experimental treatments. so the doctors say that there is like a very little chance of her living much longer. and it really bothers me that she may have to suffer to hold onto life. i just really hope she dosent, because i love her so much, and i really dont want to lose her. it sucks that people have to die. like i know that it is a part of life, but why does it have to be in such bad ways, with lots of suffering.