i've never gotten used to it, i've just learned to turn it off

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no one gives me advice.
i don't get it because whenever someone tells me about a problem they're having, i try to act like i care at all by giving some sort of advice.
not by just saying "yeah"
or "i'm sorry"
and then change the subject.
that's always what everyone does to me and it makes me feel like i'm stupid and i therefore have no one to tell stuff that's really bothering me to.
so i'm back to just pretending to be cheerful.
which is ANNOYING.
i annoy myself.
all day i'm like "LOLOLOL" and talk about stupid stuff to people and i always think
"why am i being so dumb and fake?"
but i can't help it.

in other news, i had my senior conference today and it was kind of scary.
my guidance counselor was like "where do you see yourself in a year?"
and it's hard to believe that in a year i'll be somewhere different with completely different people and i completely different life.
i can't wait.
plus, she said that i shouldn't have a problem getting into clemson.
so i'm happy about that.
what are everyone else's plans?