Happy Birthday... wayyy early
I know that your birthday isn't until the 27th & I am pretty sure you NEVER check this.
But in case you do, before I forget again.
Happy birthday. Theoretically speaking you only have one more year until you can talk to me and your mother can't say shit.
I still think about you from time to time and I often wonder if you have finally moved on, if you're happy, how things are going. I wish there was a way we could just catch up like old friends do. A lot has been going on with me, I am sure there has been a lot going on with you.
But we can't. That still hasn't changed. Nothing really has.
There is no hope, no future.
but I miss your dorky laugh & you telling me jokes that aren't funny. And writing songs about me - the good ones, not the ones about how I broke your heart. Those were painful. I miss reading your blogs because you are still one of the most talented and cryptic writers I've read. It blew me away the amount of talent you possessed at such a young age (even younger when I found out your true age).
I start school again in the fall. Guess what I am doing? I'm double majoring. Creative Writing & Psychology with a minor in LGBT (lesbian/gay/bi/transgender) studies. I am specializing or specifically helping people with Gender Identity Disorder.
I'll obviously take on other patients but those are the main people I want to help, either get into the right body or help them see that they are fine just how they are. A little confused that's all. After a few years with me they'll either get approved for their gender reassignment or not.
Thought that might make some kind of impact on you. Since it is you who helped me decide what I want to do. Whether it matters or not, I thought you should know.
So happy (early) birthday Alex.
But in case you do, before I forget again.
Happy birthday. Theoretically speaking you only have one more year until you can talk to me and your mother can't say shit.
I still think about you from time to time and I often wonder if you have finally moved on, if you're happy, how things are going. I wish there was a way we could just catch up like old friends do. A lot has been going on with me, I am sure there has been a lot going on with you.
But we can't. That still hasn't changed. Nothing really has.
There is no hope, no future.
but I miss your dorky laugh & you telling me jokes that aren't funny. And writing songs about me - the good ones, not the ones about how I broke your heart. Those were painful. I miss reading your blogs because you are still one of the most talented and cryptic writers I've read. It blew me away the amount of talent you possessed at such a young age (even younger when I found out your true age).
I start school again in the fall. Guess what I am doing? I'm double majoring. Creative Writing & Psychology with a minor in LGBT (lesbian/gay/bi/transgender) studies. I am specializing or specifically helping people with Gender Identity Disorder.
I'll obviously take on other patients but those are the main people I want to help, either get into the right body or help them see that they are fine just how they are. A little confused that's all. After a few years with me they'll either get approved for their gender reassignment or not.
Thought that might make some kind of impact on you. Since it is you who helped me decide what I want to do. Whether it matters or not, I thought you should know.
So happy (early) birthday Alex.