Things just kind of are right now. I feel like I'm just routinely moving through life without really doing anything. I mean I do things, but I feel like I'm just doing them without purpose or meaning. Kind of like a jellyfish. They move through the ocean with some control but for the most part they're really just floating a long with the current hoping something will bump into them that they can make use of. I just keep waiting to bump into things or have them bump into me. I just wish I knew where and how to make the efforts to do things. It just seems like whenever I actually TRY to get anywhere I end up moving backwards. I guess I'm just tired of the currents pushing me around and taking me where they want to go. What about where I want to go. (Reminds me of the line in center stage, "Well what about what I want?") I have a feeling being home this next week is going to flip around a lot of things. Home I always feel so in control of everything that's going on. There's always a solid what, where and when. I don't spend time hoping to get an answer or wishing for something to happen.
Anyway, enough of that type of ramble. A quick update of the past weekend.
Friday:
~Lax girls left USC at 5:30
~Stopped at quizno's for dinner around 7:30
~Arrived at the sketchiest Knight's Inn ever around 11:30
~Went to cafe risque around 12:30
Saturday
~Woke up and left sketchville
~Went and found our next hotel in Gainesville a Day's Inn (couldn't check in yet)
~Got breakfast at Panera Bread
~Went to target
~Went to the fields
~Played Miami (lost)
~Played UF (lost)
~Went out to eat at Outback (paid for by the team money yey)
~Went back and showered
~Went to a UF frat party
~Got drunk
~Got hit on by a sketchy guy (ewww)
~Played beer pong
~Went back to hotel around 3:30
~Hit the bed
Sunday
~Woke up around 9:45
~Left Days Inn
~Got McDonalds breakfast
~Hit the road
~Stopped in Georgia to pee
~Saw outlets
~Shopped for 2 hours
~Got food at a taco bell/KFC/Pizza Hut
~Hit the road again
~Got to Columbia around 7:00
~Took a nap/sleep
Lax girls at the party
The sketchy ass Knight's Inn