Yippee!

[part_time_lover]

So, time for crazy happy entry. It's funny how putting things into perspective can completely change things for you. Just taking a step back and viewing your life from the objective point of view. (God this bring to mind philosophy, shit, I just realized I have a paper due for that class tomorrow, dammit!) lol. Anyway, just giving some space to the things that you think and feel make it so much easier to see what it is that really is important in life. I definitely agree, meaning, truth and love. I can't argue with that. But it's more than just that, which has changed my complete mood. I feel like I'm finally starting to believe in myself again. I dunno what made that change, whether it's just a matter of time, or what. But I feel like something has been lifted off of me. I want to be able to do things for others, enough about me, it's time to go make some difference to someone. It doesn't matter who, it can be a complete stranger. I realized that there's so much ahead of me that scares the shit out of me, but the only way to get through it all is to take it one day at a time. And so, each day is a new chance to fix what was wrong and to make a difference. If I can make someone smile everyday, that's enough to make me happy. It's the little things that add up to the big things. It's kind of a nice feeling to have to just be content for no specific reason. :)
In other quick news, I have about 4 new bruises to add to the collection. Oh being lacrosse goalie, how I missed the trophy marks. lol.