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So last night Eric and I talked for a long while. It definitely is the end all of us as anything more than friends. I'm not going to lie and say it didn't hurt. It hurt a lot. But hopefully things can get better from here. He's definitely someone I want to keep as a part of my life. I think it would be nearly impossible not to. But I just want him to be happy and hopefully he will be. And as for me, well I suppose only time will figure out what course I'm supposed to be on. But on a day like today with sunny skies and a warm breeze you can't help but to hope and believe that somehow things will be alright. Much love to everyone.