ugh i have to get this all out
tell me..
is this how its supposed to be?
ive been thinking so god damn much and it juss hurts to see that i wasted all that time. i need to hurry and start doin NEW things--now,bc life is too short--lyk woah. and melinda you really inspiried me to write this entry.im really not lykin anything right now. and im not saying i wanna die or w/e i juss need to lyk realize who i am. and whut im gonna do. bc if i dont then everything is gonna get more fucked up.it really hurts me.and i juss needed to get it out. i need to stop keeping this secret.i wish i could juss lyk rewind mah life,live in a different place bc it seems as if people dont appreciate me for who i am and i dont lyk it. i wish i coulddd juss go back and START OVER. .bc everything now is hurting me more and more.and everyone is juss so fake,it makes me sick. im NOT EVEN kidding. and thta doesnt go to ALL of you. but some. gawd, and i kno everyones gonna comment and be lyk oh whuts rong but please dont im juss letting you know wut i feel . but you can still comment,hah. bc i dont want anyone to feel bad for me,its mah fault? i gues. i juss learned things the wrong way and im gonna have to fix it mahself. this is me..and i need to start.. NOW :(
<3
a song..
I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home to me and I walk alone
I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of broken dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...
My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Till then I walk alone
Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh-Ah
Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah
I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line of the edge
And where I walk alone
Read between the lines
What's fucked up and everythings all right
Check my vital signs to know I'm still alive
And I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...
My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Till then I walk alone
Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh-Ah
Ah-Ah Ah-Ah I walk alone, I walk a...
I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of broken dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a..
My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Till then I walk alone
"Boulveard Of Broken Dreams" : Green Day
you were the one i loved
the one thing i tryed to hold on to
goodbye to you.. :/ x3
is this how its supposed to be?
ive been thinking so god damn much and it juss hurts to see that i wasted all that time. i need to hurry and start doin NEW things--now,bc life is too short--lyk woah. and melinda you really inspiried me to write this entry.im really not lykin anything right now. and im not saying i wanna die or w/e i juss need to lyk realize who i am. and whut im gonna do. bc if i dont then everything is gonna get more fucked up.it really hurts me.and i juss needed to get it out. i need to stop keeping this secret.i wish i could juss lyk rewind mah life,live in a different place bc it seems as if people dont appreciate me for who i am and i dont lyk it. i wish i coulddd juss go back and START OVER. .bc everything now is hurting me more and more.and everyone is juss so fake,it makes me sick. im NOT EVEN kidding. and thta doesnt go to ALL of you. but some. gawd, and i kno everyones gonna comment and be lyk oh whuts rong but please dont im juss letting you know wut i feel . but you can still comment,hah. bc i dont want anyone to feel bad for me,its mah fault? i gues. i juss learned things the wrong way and im gonna have to fix it mahself. this is me..and i need to start.. NOW :(
<3
a song..
I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home to me and I walk alone
I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of broken dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...
My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Till then I walk alone
Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh-Ah
Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah
I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line of the edge
And where I walk alone
Read between the lines
What's fucked up and everythings all right
Check my vital signs to know I'm still alive
And I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...
My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Till then I walk alone
Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh-Ah
Ah-Ah Ah-Ah I walk alone, I walk a...
I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of broken dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a..
My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Till then I walk alone
"Boulveard Of Broken Dreams" : Green Day
you were the one i loved
the one thing i tryed to hold on to
goodbye to you.. :/ x3