My thoughts for yesterday!
When I see something about The Twilight I always have the feeling of sorrow. I would never watch it with the same feeling of absorption! When I watched it I wanted it never to end. I have one pleasant thought - I haven't read it in English yet - just in Russian. So... I will read it soon... But after that?... Then I'll wait for Eclipse... Then for the Breaking Dawn... And then... I will have to forget about the film and the book. Otherwise I'll be mad.
So... when something reminds me - I start thinking about that story and can't stop. I really want to stop it... because I'm not able to live in reality with all these thoughts. I don't want to become a vampire, I don't want to meet Pattinson, don't want to be on Bella's place or to be loved by Edward... I just want to be deep in this story, want it to be real a little... Of course I don't want to see vampires and I don't want to be bitten by them... If it was real I suppose no one would like it so much. We've got too used to the stories about love... But it is very unusual story... Story about unreal dangerous love!
It just made me a little strange. I began to think about myself more... About my career, about books, music, films... about my life!
I had bath with ilang-ilang oil and it really changed my mood. I read that it can, but I didn't thought that it would be so fast. Just the smell - and I'm ready for everything - I even danced!) For 2 hours I spoke to Anjelika (my brothers wife) and finally decided to make one thing. One very unusual thing for myself! I think that I've got to do it as quickly as it is possible - otherwise I'll change my opinion!)
So... when something reminds me - I start thinking about that story and can't stop. I really want to stop it... because I'm not able to live in reality with all these thoughts. I don't want to become a vampire, I don't want to meet Pattinson, don't want to be on Bella's place or to be loved by Edward... I just want to be deep in this story, want it to be real a little... Of course I don't want to see vampires and I don't want to be bitten by them... If it was real I suppose no one would like it so much. We've got too used to the stories about love... But it is very unusual story... Story about unreal dangerous love!
It just made me a little strange. I began to think about myself more... About my career, about books, music, films... about my life!
I had bath with ilang-ilang oil and it really changed my mood. I read that it can, but I didn't thought that it would be so fast. Just the smell - and I'm ready for everything - I even danced!) For 2 hours I spoke to Anjelika (my brothers wife) and finally decided to make one thing. One very unusual thing for myself! I think that I've got to do it as quickly as it is possible - otherwise I'll change my opinion!)