now I really want to know what will happen)
Talking about the reasons... The first reason of my complete change was the film - and it is such a crazy and unreasonable thought - but it is really so. And now... no one is to blame here but I've changed. And my mind is working absolutely strangely. I'm in such a state - as if I'm standing at the edge of the precipice... and I really can't go back, because everything that existed behind became a desert without food, water - just dry, hot desert... And I'm dying, wanting water... just a drop of it. What is at the foot of the precipice? Really it is a mist. And I want to drown in this mist, want to jump and feel the coolness and moisture of the air and I don't want to care what would happen when I fall. What's the ground there or may be it is water...? How long my fall would last and would it be painful to drop...
Who am I? Am I bad? Am I wrong?
Who am I? Am I bad? Am I wrong?