And I get lonely (but I ain't that lonely yet)
i had registration today... it was ok... i still feel really confused, and i hate this feeling. im anticipating a time when everything will be a routine... maybe 3 or 4 months from now? the nice thing was coming home and practicing... i felt reassured. harp feels familiar to me, and that is what i will be doing most of the time at u of i. so i
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Don't worry about the anti-social time periods. I really think we all need to be antisocial for a little bit. It's healthy. When it is happenening for days on end thought then there may be a problem.
Aw I saw you at work the other day when I was in a hurry trying to get bread. You looked busy as well. How is that job going?
My day of orientation and talking to my advisor made me almost want to cry in her office. I was so completely overwhelmed and unsure about what I got myself into and where I was going. I wasn't sure at all if I had what it takes to go to the university, to meet people, and to basically survive. It does get better though. I still have those weird times when I get very discouraged, but it happens less. You will get accostumed to the school and the people, and the changes.
As I told you, you are more than welcome to come to Rantoul for service with my friends. They would love to have you, and they are all extremely nice. You are more than welcome to come and 'hangout' in my apartment as well, and I shall introduce you to the good children I know at U of I. Haha.
As far as being social this summer goes, my suggestion is to try to be as social as possible because this summer is probably going to be the best so far, even though it may not seem like it. After the first year, everything changes... people, circumstances, goals and such. It will be a lot different.
On another note, if you have any more questions I would love to meet for tea or coffee or something if you want. Or we can even talk on Monday if my bonfire idea works out. Anyway... my cell is (847) 363- 0657....
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those liars. I don't know who my professor is yet... I think its still TBA
And yeah, I agree... I don't think I ever went more than a day without seeing friends this past year, and this time period has just been some much needed alone time. Ive gotten a lot of thinking done, and I guess its good that I'm wanting to see people again, so there is hope for me
haha I saw you speedilly getting bread and I realized I hadn't seen you in a while. Work is ok... I have a few terrible co-workers, but a few good ones too and money is money. Its always busy so it goes by fast, which is a plus.
Its really really good to know that you went through the same sort of uncertainty that i've been feeling, especially since you survived your first year quite succesfully ^_^ And Im looking forward to the "good children" you have to introduce me to haha
And I will try to be social haha even when I don't feel like it, because you are quite right that this is the last time of my life before everything will be different. And I would love to have coffee or tea but I think scheduling will be a problem in the next week :P so maybe after you get back from Serbia. And I definitely want to go to your bonfire, so let me know if it happens! (847)962-9727
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