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I am beginning to wonder why people are so high into self promotion for someone to be their friend. I can't stand someone who says "I'm real honest, real cool and a great friend." Come on, it should happen normally and each of you should figure it out for yourself. Do you really have to stick a blow hose up your own ass so far? I hope to God I never have to tell someone how awesome I am for them to like me.
Sure we all say things sometimes like "I dont know how someone could be so dishonest!" YES YOU DO! We all lie our little asses off to people everyday. I mean yea some people take it to an extreme but we are all guilty of little whites! I have a friend that hasn't lied to me yet (that I know of), but I constantly find out things a day late, know what I mean? Like, no becca I can't go out tonight, but then later on he asked someone else to dinner and got mad at them for saying no. OK, not my buisness, and he tells me, but what am i to say? FOR FUCKS SAKE WHY DIDNT YOU JUST TELL ME LAST NIGHT. Dont lie to me to save me from being upset with you!
I hope I dont put off the vibe that I have to be appeased with every little thing. If things dont go my way, oh well, but dont lie to me about it! Just have some damn candor!
Someone commented last night that I haven't been as talkative as of late, and I realize that, I just want to sit at home, drink wine and save money while watching comedy central. And I'm OK with that, I'm not trying to go out and meet guys or even flex my creative muscle by doing something new and exciting. I'm in hibernation perhaps. I have thoughts of school (however ugly), thoughts of Phillip, thoughts of Bonnaroo and Damon, thoughts of Brad Paisleys new song,Jeremys continuous phone calls, Matts obsession, Faithe and Jaret starting a relationship, my dog needing to be fixed, BILLS BILLS BILLS, or Kenny Chesneys fine ass! I have so much to fill my mind but no way to change anything or do anything except wait. I am so broke it hurts and I'm thinking of finding a second job.
I want to read my Dean Koontz book and fall asleep.
Sure we all say things sometimes like "I dont know how someone could be so dishonest!" YES YOU DO! We all lie our little asses off to people everyday. I mean yea some people take it to an extreme but we are all guilty of little whites! I have a friend that hasn't lied to me yet (that I know of), but I constantly find out things a day late, know what I mean? Like, no becca I can't go out tonight, but then later on he asked someone else to dinner and got mad at them for saying no. OK, not my buisness, and he tells me, but what am i to say? FOR FUCKS SAKE WHY DIDNT YOU JUST TELL ME LAST NIGHT. Dont lie to me to save me from being upset with you!
I hope I dont put off the vibe that I have to be appeased with every little thing. If things dont go my way, oh well, but dont lie to me about it! Just have some damn candor!
Someone commented last night that I haven't been as talkative as of late, and I realize that, I just want to sit at home, drink wine and save money while watching comedy central. And I'm OK with that, I'm not trying to go out and meet guys or even flex my creative muscle by doing something new and exciting. I'm in hibernation perhaps. I have thoughts of school (however ugly), thoughts of Phillip, thoughts of Bonnaroo and Damon, thoughts of Brad Paisleys new song,Jeremys continuous phone calls, Matts obsession, Faithe and Jaret starting a relationship, my dog needing to be fixed, BILLS BILLS BILLS, or Kenny Chesneys fine ass! I have so much to fill my mind but no way to change anything or do anything except wait. I am so broke it hurts and I'm thinking of finding a second job.
I want to read my Dean Koontz book and fall asleep.