glitch
Today is crazy. I want to talk to someone but I dont know what to say so maybe I'll just vent in my journal. I just found out my butt buddy .. my partner in crime , my best friend in Rock Hill is leaving me to move back to Horry County. While maybe part of it is jealousy I already feel the pangs of lonliness setting in. And I have so much homework to do but dont feel like doing it or even starting on it. I feel like sleeping and crying. All day I've talked to Phillip on and off and hes still fired up talking to lawyers and saying the same things over and over again. How hes washed his hands of her and how mad he is and what a bitch she is. I know hes going through some really tough shit and in some way it effects even me. Im really lost through all of this and Im not my usual talkative self which is probably why I've been journaling alot. I dont have any other method of thought disposal.
Another thing that happened was Jeremy called me the other night and told me what hell his new relationship was. He gave me intimate sex life details *its boring obviously*. He told me he still fantasizes about me, and that his new girlfriend is like talking to a brick wall. I was shocked that he called me. I was even more shocked that out of his mouth came the words "im sorry for doing to you what I did". I was also drunk and trying to counsel him on his relationship. Can you believe that. Im way to nice to people that have done me wrong. Theres a glitch in the Matrix and its everything in my life.
Someone reprogram this shit please!
Another thing that happened was Jeremy called me the other night and told me what hell his new relationship was. He gave me intimate sex life details *its boring obviously*. He told me he still fantasizes about me, and that his new girlfriend is like talking to a brick wall. I was shocked that he called me. I was even more shocked that out of his mouth came the words "im sorry for doing to you what I did". I was also drunk and trying to counsel him on his relationship. Can you believe that. Im way to nice to people that have done me wrong. Theres a glitch in the Matrix and its everything in my life.
Someone reprogram this shit please!