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Real life is not all what it's cracked up to be. I actually ended up having fun at the party last night. Wich made me think about how long it's been since I've felt that I was there simply because people wanted me to. And it wasn't with my friends, but with people that I've only known of, but never really talked to.
As for my "best friends," I haven't talked to any of them for over a month. I'm just upset by the fact that they never bother to tell me anything- like Elisabeth finally getting to go out with Arnstein, or Marthe going to Poland for two weeks- or even answer my e-mails or sms's. Which doesn't exactly make me feel wanted. So I've told them (not gotten a reply from any of them), and I can't get over how it almost doesn't hurt at all. It's a little awkward, but it doesn't hurt. And maybe I'm just being cold and stubborn here, but I'm sick of this. It's been going on for like four years, and I'm sick of always being the one who has to make contact.
To quote yum_, "I'm currently accepting applications for new friends."
As for my "best friends," I haven't talked to any of them for over a month. I'm just upset by the fact that they never bother to tell me anything- like Elisabeth finally getting to go out with Arnstein, or Marthe going to Poland for two weeks- or even answer my e-mails or sms's. Which doesn't exactly make me feel wanted. So I've told them (not gotten a reply from any of them), and I can't get over how it almost doesn't hurt at all. It's a little awkward, but it doesn't hurt. And maybe I'm just being cold and stubborn here, but I'm sick of this. It's been going on for like four years, and I'm sick of always being the one who has to make contact.
To quote yum_, "I'm currently accepting applications for new friends."