weird
hmmm yesterday i was really confused, i had no idea what was going on, and i wanted to just get out.
i wasn't in the mood for driving so i decided to walk, i didn't know where my feet woudl take me, i started out heading for chris's house, then i changed my mind and started heading towards tim, then i changed my mind again and started heading towards sydney. it was a 7 mile walk. it felt good to just think and not have people bothering me. when i got to sydney's i was a mess, but i said hey anyways. we had a smart person talk for about an hour and a half, which is weird cus im not a smart person hah. then she drove me home cus i was too sore and covered in blisters and couldn't walk home. i just kinda stared at her the whole time. she's so beautiful.
i keep thinking im gonna wake up from a dream, but i don't, which is good for me.
and then i have school again today, wooo. i kinda miss tim cus i only see him at lunch now cus of his girlfriend. but i shouldn't be saying that, cus im sure my friends are annoyed that i always hang out with sydney, which is every single fucking day(for a reason) heh, oh well it happens, you find somebody that just makes you feel better than everybody else (and is pretty to look at too hah) and doesn't say you're stupid, shut up, whenever you say something. i get that a lot cus i have social problems.
ok i need to wrap this up and i congradulate you for staying awake long enough to read the entire thing
i wasn't in the mood for driving so i decided to walk, i didn't know where my feet woudl take me, i started out heading for chris's house, then i changed my mind and started heading towards tim, then i changed my mind again and started heading towards sydney. it was a 7 mile walk. it felt good to just think and not have people bothering me. when i got to sydney's i was a mess, but i said hey anyways. we had a smart person talk for about an hour and a half, which is weird cus im not a smart person hah. then she drove me home cus i was too sore and covered in blisters and couldn't walk home. i just kinda stared at her the whole time. she's so beautiful.
i keep thinking im gonna wake up from a dream, but i don't, which is good for me.
and then i have school again today, wooo. i kinda miss tim cus i only see him at lunch now cus of his girlfriend. but i shouldn't be saying that, cus im sure my friends are annoyed that i always hang out with sydney, which is every single fucking day(for a reason) heh, oh well it happens, you find somebody that just makes you feel better than everybody else (and is pretty to look at too hah) and doesn't say you're stupid, shut up, whenever you say something. i get that a lot cus i have social problems.
ok i need to wrap this up and i congradulate you for staying awake long enough to read the entire thing